I cheated and I want to kill myself.

2021.12.03 00:42 Working_Schedule5203 I cheated and I want to kill myself.

I can’t do this anymore. It’s been 3 months since Dday and I don’t know how to move forward from this. I understand the pain I’ve caused and I can’t live with myself and I just want to die to make it easier for everyone. I am so tired of feeling guilty all my life. I hate who I am. I am useless and all I do is cause pain. my kids and him deserve better. I can’t do this anymore, I’m exhausted.
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2021.12.03 00:42 kyle_h2486 He turns his dead cat into a drone

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2021.12.03 00:42 Musclepenguin197356 I know this tiktok has been snarked plenty already…but this lil disclaimer killed me

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2021.12.03 00:42 starfruitlover Wave 3 Quiet in Discord

This seems to be a somewhat common issue... I sound fine in all other apps, but my friends in discord can barely hear me. Below are my settings, which I've set based on other recommendations. Nothing has helped.
Discord settings:

Windows settings;
Any other ideas??
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2021.12.03 00:42 pokator Who else has Persona in their Spotify Wrapped?

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2021.12.03 00:42 basketballzabra ��Hangers

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2021.12.03 00:42 t-cavalier How long is the lap pool at Newcastle baths?

I’ve always thought it was 50 metres, but after returning after while swimming in a pool that was definitely 50 metres, it feels like it might be a bit shorter?
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2021.12.03 00:42 Leading_Car9135 First time cold turkey

So was on 24mg crappy orange generic which pharmacy won’t fill til Monday. Everyone sick of me in this town. I’m way older than norm with 40 year history of opiates
I’m a tough one to cure. Heavy depression plus high anxiety. Dr won’t do emergency bridge script. ER in Florida don’t write them either.
My grandson whom I care for sick, daughter pregnant - if was alone MAY b possible, but all this??? What will happen. Even asked to b changed to strips in hopes that would get refill plus get away from crappy lil orange ones but nope.
Dr actually called in two scripts because he is checked out. He doesn’t even get in office til 1130 and leaves at 3. I’m pissed was lured in with ‘pharmacy does what we say, always here etc Feel scared & abandoned
I’m really scared. Have comfort meds but seriously if they worked, no one be on it. Only saw three times so haven’t had chance to taper He doesn’t even have my history
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2021.12.03 00:42 badbola Pressure mounts on govt to allow booster jabs as India records 2 Omicron cases - Wealthy flying to London, UAE for third shot; Serum Institute says it's 'the need of the hour'; army, health sector step up demand

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2021.12.03 00:42 theturtlingturtle This cool picture i got of our alligator snapping turtle!

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2021.12.03 00:42 feather-trip589 Dinkie Dino: a bit of insight on their notorious reputation for breaking

Hey guys! So I’ve been trying to rebuild my childhood collection of v-pets as one of my collector’s goals. I’m an OG 90’s kid, and one of the ones I had is Dinkie Dino.
I noticed very quickly that they seem to have an especially notorious reputation, for a couple reasons. Firstly, there is apparently a thriving fake replica industry.
But secondly, they are apparently famous for randomly refusing to work, for reasons no one has been able to discern.
And when I bought my Dinkie Dino, lo and behold: it wouldn’t turn on, despite being perfectly functional at the time of shipping.
But the seller and I brainstormed a bit, and I think we may have figured out at least part of what the problem is. Further insights, or people with battery knowledge, please feel free to chime in!
So, the seller had found that these guys wouldn’t work with dollar store LR44’s, but did work with Energizers. They assumed this was because the cheaper ones were a bit shorter, and didn’t make good contact.
But when I received the Dino, I tried Amazon brand LR44’s, which are actually slightly taller than the Energizers and… they didn’t work. Absolutely nothing, blank screen.
Out of curiosity, I went and bought Energizers. Specifically, 357’s, which are silver oxide versions of LR44’s (which are alkaline). And they work. Dinkie Dino turns right on, hatches as normal, all buttons working.
So, my original theory was that maybe silver oxide makes the difference. It turns at a slightly higher voltage than alkaline LR44’s: 1.55V as opposed to 1.5V.
But that can’t be it. Or at least if it is, it’s incredibly weird. The manual for the Dinkie Dino says to use AG13’s, which are just another name for LR44’s, and are also alkaline like LR44’s.
So, it’s not the height. It probably isn’t the chemistry, unless the manual writers really screwed up. So what is it?
If anyone knows why this is, I’d love to know! But suffice to say, it appears the Dinkie Dino is extremely picky about batteries.
So if you’ve got an old Dinkie Dino laying around that won’t work (I saw several posts on this sub reporting this issue)… try throwing a pair of Energizer 357’s in it. Maybe it’s not broken after all.
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2021.12.03 00:42 shroomfruits was this a panic attack?

sorry for the brevity of the title im still very shaken up. im 19f with me/cfs, on 100mg sertraline daily. im within a healthy weight range
i just woke up with blood rushing/pulsing in my ears, a flashing sensation in my eyes, and sharp heart palpitations. im familiar enough with panic attacks to instinctively respond with deep breathing etc, you know the drill, and the pain subsided after a minute of that.
i haven't experienced anxiety symptoms since i was 14-15. i wasn't having a nightmare either.
i recently missed 2 doses of my meds, managed one, then forgot again tonight which made me scared i was having a heart attack (im definitely not)
whats going on? was that a panic attack or something i should call my gp about? ive never had sharp squeezing heart pain before
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2021.12.03 00:42 shanndelion Lazy grains/pink tone?

Lazy grains/pink tone? I recently ordered some kefir grains from a farm and upon my first ferment, they weren't able to thicken the milk even after 48 hours. Upon straining I noticed they had a pink hue, had doubled in size, and successfully cultured the bottom inch of the glass.
I suspect they may have been in transit too long and needed some revial time so Ive tried a few batches, and even let them sit in the fridge submerged in milk. They continue to multiply but no successful batches. This pink tone seems strange to me, anyone have any ideas or explanations?
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2021.12.03 00:42 angyhotmum rewatched the trailer for the upcoming season, is this the new hero's drip? (second image is original screen grab)

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2021.12.03 00:42 sufumbufudy Is the display of physical beauty causing people to have unhappy romantic/marital relationships?

When you are in a committed relationship and you see physically attractive people all around you, don't you feel that you are "stuck" with one person when you could be "having fun" with different people? Isn't this feeling of being stuck further exacerbated when you feel your current partner or spouse is not attractive?
This leads me to think that people will be better off if they strive as much as they can to lower their gaze and not feast their eyes on people around them or in movies, magazines, etc.?
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2021.12.03 00:42 Robmic503 ❤️‍🔥🚀Open auction🚀❤️‍🔥Link in the comments👇👇👇👇👇

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2021.12.03 00:42 money_ball17 Chance Me for Duke ED

Demographics: Asian male, middle class (70k per year), northern new jersey, competitive public high school
Intended Major: Biology looking to go down the premed track
Hooks: N/A
GPA: 3.76 UW (school does not weigh) ; 3.5 in freshman year and then 3.9 combined for sophomore and junior year so there has been an upward trend
Class Rank: N/A (school does not rank)
SAT: 1520 (780 Math and 740 EBRW) and 1530 superscored (790 Math and 740 EBRW)
Course Rigor: All honors classes.
Junior Year: AP Chemistry, IB Literature and Language HL, IB Spanish SL
Senior Year: AP Psychology, AP Biology, AP Government, AP Calculus AB, IB Literature and Language II HL, IB Spanish II SL

Schools - I know the post is titled Duke ED, but I’m also looking at some T30s, but mostly all T20s. Other schools I'm applying to include UMich, UNC-Chapel Hill, Columbia, Stanford, Northwestern, Johns Hopkins, Rutgers, and Drexel. Any advice or feedback definitely helps. Also I know I have a lot of reach schools, but I'm confident that I will get into Rutgers or Drexel, which is why I'm aiming high.
Also please be honest on this post. Don’t hesitate to hold anything back because you think you might be being mean.
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2021.12.03 00:42 Gabriel-Mason45 Name a team you forgot where tag team champions ill go first:

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2021.12.03 00:42 Variety-Party It finally happened…

A toot in the bath wasn’t just a toot. Turds came floating up. So many turds
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2021.12.03 00:42 -B-0- Le spese dei miei genitori

Lo scrivo per sfogarmi
Vivo nella periferia di milano e i miei genitori hanno delle entrate complessive di ~6000€ (4000+~2000)al mese, nonostante ciò spesso quando l argomento soldi viene toccato esprimono il loro disappunto per la loro situazione finanziaria dicendo di non avere soldi, e il fatto è che ritengo che questo possa essere parzialmente vero, in che senso?
Premetto che non ho informazioni riguardo ai risparmi dei miei genitori perché si rifiutano categoricamente di parlare di soldi, e infatti per sapere i loro stipendi ci ho messo qualche mese di martellamento, comunque nonostante l elevato reddito penso che una parte venga spesa per il mutuo della casa, una altra per le rate della macchina (bmw serie 3), non sono sicuro se la macchina di mia madre ha le rate, poi bollette e spesa, dove secondo me spendono troppo perché vabene che siamo in 4 in casa però prendere le aranciate dell esselunga in quantita, che costano 3€ a bottiglietta e salumi in quantità, che costano 5/6€ a confezione fa si che le spese costino un botto anche se la maggior parte dei cibi sono sfizi e non piatti principali, infatti ora che sono via per l l'universita mia faccio la spesa con 25 euro al mese e non faccio manco il ratto, rimangono abbonamenti telefonici, ma in italia costano stra poco quindi non incidono, e poi arriva la mazzata, i ristoranti, i miei genitori amano andare al ristorante, specialmente mio padre, a il vino, quindi spesso va da solo o con me o con mia madre e sono 100 euro ogni volta piu bottiglie di vino da 20/30 euro da portare a casa. Poi ci sono le spese occasionali fatte senza pensare, i miei genitori quando devono comprare qualcosa come un PC o un un'elettrodomestico se ne fottono di informarsi, non chiedono neanche a me che magari posso capirci qualcosa, non cercano su internet, vanno in negozio e comprano uno dei modelli migliori "ma si dai cazzo mene frega", quindi qualche settimana fa hanno preso un asciugatrice da 1000€, riparazioni al telefono di mio fratello che e un coglione e lo scassa spesso da 100€.
In passato andavamo in villaggi vacanze o case in affitto per circa 4 settimane d estate ma ormai non piu per motivi familiari.
Lavori in casa: rifare la cucina, parquet
Mia madre ha un po di borse di marca che costano tanto, orologio rolex e orecchini di diamanti
Altre cose che hanno sicuramente intaccato i loro risparmi sono la scuola privata (mi pare 4000€ all anno) dove hanno mandato me e mio fratello per un periodo, ma che poi per vari motivi abbiamo cambiato con una pubblica, tra parentesi le scuole private sono un inculata e uno spreco di soldi.
E l apparecchio per i denti mio e di mio fratello che costa un botto, e psicologi e psichiatri (che ritengo inutili) per mio fratello da quando e piccolo per motivi, e anche per me per un breve periodo (che ritengo comunque non essere servito purtroppo).
Poi ci sono 220€ al mese per la mia stanza in affitto per l universita e circa 80/100€ al mese per la mia spesa, e poi bo per uscire spendero 50/60€ al mese.
Poi le tasse universitarie che però sono ancora da pagare quasi tutte tranne la prima.
Detto cio anche a fronte delle spese mensili che ho elencato non capisco come sia possibile che li spendano tutti, perché anche se e vero che gli psichiatri/psicologi costano tantissimo, e ci sono le rate e i ristoranti, quasi 6000€ al mese sono tantissimi da spendere tutti quindi non capisco come sia possibile che siano senza soldi o quasi, voi potreste dire che magari non è cosi e lo dicono a caso, però ho motivo di pensare diversamente perché qualche mese fa mio padre e stato disoccupato per un paio di mesi e i miei genitori erano molto preoccupati perché dicevano che non avevano piu soldi, e recentemente ho sentito una conversazione tra di loro che lasciava intuire che mio padre avesse chiesto a suo fratello dei soldi in prestito, non so perché, non ne hanno mai parlato con me e una cosa segreta che ho sentito io.
Detto ciò ringrazio assolutamente i miei genitori perché hanno sempre fatto il massimo per farmi avere tutto il necessario, cure mediche, e darmi opportunità per il mio futuro con questi soldi, però non posso evitare di notare questa assurdità se fosse vera, ovvero di essere senza risparmi dopo avere avuto un reddito aggregato sicuramente di compreso tra 4000 e 6000€ al mese negli scorsi almeno 10 anni ma penso anche qualcosa in piu.
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2021.12.03 00:42 Interesting_Job209 I went in an underdog with a 12% difference. I came out a Champions League winner.

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2021.12.03 00:42 TavernSandwich Is diversity entirely subjective?

I grew up in a mostly white town in New England, but moved to a mostly Latino town in the Southwest a decade ago. Last month a friend from my hometown visited. She raved about how diverse my adopted town is. I agreed (because everyone says this place is diverse!) but something didn't feel right. I checked the census data today...my current town is 80% Latino, with the remainder divided between white and black residents. My hometown is 80% white, with the remainder divided between black and Latino residents. Neither is objectively more diverse.
I routinely heard (from the local college, the chamber of commerce, progressive friends, etc) that my hometown is too white and needs to diversify. There's a bumper crop of articles on this topic, along the lines of this Vermont Public Radio take. (TL;DR Vermont's whiteness is caused by an economy with too many small businesses and family farms and the state needs to attract large multinational corporations that will hire a more diverse workforce.) Meanwhile, I've never heard anyone suggest that my 80% Latino town needs to diversify, or that its Latino-ness is a problem. And I'm glad for that. I think it's incredibly rude to tell a community that their median skin color is problematic.
I thought about this more after binge-ing the TV series "Shameless." The final seasons focused on the gentrification of Chicago's south side, which was presented as a bad thing mainly caused by white people. Unlike my hometown (which is gradually becoming more diverse) the increase in Chicago's diversity was not treated as a positive thing.
So I'm confused. I've seen the studies that show an economic benefit to diverse communities, that diverse teams perform better, etc. Diversity should be an objective good and universally sought after, at least in an economic sense. But my perception is that diversity in practice is entirely subjective, with majority white communities deemed inadequately diverse while communities with a sizeable non-white majority are deemed adequately diverse.
Am I missing something? Is my perception wrong? Is there a logical justification for why white communities need to diversify but non-white communities don't?
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2021.12.03 00:42 Active-Tumbleweed804 survey for my research paper

Here is the link for the survey questions
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2021.12.03 00:42 RedDusk13 "I want a marriage like they had in [The Book]" 🤣

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